" Rough hands and sore eyes, don't speak I am tired". ..My hands are rough, its because of all the hard work i do in the fields.. Or because i dont moisturize enoughI can blame the cold weather too, this dead dry air doesnt do my vitamin c deprived body any good either. *takes multi vitamin that mike is always yelling at me to take*. Spent the day at work shoveling slushy snow while drowning my brand spanking new chukka lows in dirty melted ice at the same time.. Hooray for multitasking..

Cant say it was a terrible day I got a great experience with a friend, new socks and new flannel dvs slippers out of the whole wet cold ordeal..I just have to admit that im incredibly grateful for the 4 days of sun and highs in the 40's that we will be having from now till next monday. I know im supposed to be excited about snow because last year we barely had any and soon global warming will make new york warm all year...and for me it can't happen any sooner, please just get rid of this weather its a pain in the ass and brooklyn looks better during the warmer seasons.

Watching the real world brooklyn and I can't lie, its pretty damn entertaining so far. For once people are on TV in BROOKLYN for a reason other than buying cheescakes or seeing the freaks in coney island, and so far im loving it. My only complaint is that they spend alot of time in the city which is cool but i hope in the future episodes they make their rounds through brooklyn. Its important that brooklyn finally gets some air time we deserve it man, I remember way back in the summer when they were filming my bosses we're approached by MTV to see if we'd hire one of the real worlder's in the shop. Watching the show and seeing the people Im really stoked they said no. haha its cool but definetly not cool for a skate shop.

Interested in watching some of the movies mike's got saved on the computer like KUNG FU HUSTLE! and zombie strippers, i thought it ws damn sweet that he downloaded that because i know he did just for me as he has no interest in zombie especially zombie strippers..lol..While I'm on the topic. I finished WORLD WAR Z two weeks ago and I don't think I'll ever find a book quite as perfect for me as it.. I plan on reading it again and then again and as many times as i can until I know the entire book word by word without even looking at a single page. Reading it made me feel like I opened up a new chapter of thoughts and ideas and emotions in myself that i wasnt in touch with before. I know it seems like a book about zombies but its not just some cheesy thriller story its more a story about nations, about war, about global interconnectivity.. and it makes me feel very emotional. Basically I'd like to recommend it to as many people as i can because hopefully it will change you like it did me. It can't hurt can it?.

Works been going well ,dont want to jinx it but I think that my bosses are starting to respect me a bit more and maybe will start to pay me more. Ultimately aside from wishing and hoping if it doesnt happen soon I might be forced outta there because I can't survive on 8 or 9 bucks an hour. No one can.. moving on and trying to go on with my own career me and mike brainstorming a few weeks ago came out with my food company and I plan to start working on the batches and doing my first shipping trials soon and hopefully this can bring in some happiness and time for me to be creative with food and have fun when im home being productive..

I have alot of other crap I want to mention..but I think i should take notes from my fellow ljer's and make a list..just not here.. one note here I come..

I know its been a while but I had a very random urge to write somewhere can't say I'll do it again soon but I'm glad thats its here for me to use and abuse as I please...

post script .. filipino porn is good stuff yo,.. checkit out. you wont be dissapointed

^____^  watching empire records and abusing the fact that I dont have work till 9:30 tomorrow..i need sleep here is some facts..

1.) If I were a doll, the accessories packaged with me would be:
A skateboard, a manga, a Digi SLR, a change of hat, a bandana, and a good strong kitchen knife

2.) I have an irrational fear of:
its not irrational but one may say my fear/excitement of zombies..

3.) What type of food do you eat at your grandparents house?
Batata with mayo, rice and beans-- Befo' veganization it was empanadas and patele with ketchup.

weird that this ends on 53...
dunzilla.. 

its snowing. not that its wierd for it to snow in february but brooklyn hasnt had a serious snowfall this whole winter and as a fan of the white dust(snow not cocaine) Im pretty f'ing stoked..

yes im gay and don't post but for my own sake I wanted to remember when the first day this year the snow fell and stuck to the ground. I remember being a kid and jumping from my fire escape on the second floor into snow because of how much snowfall we used to get.
With the whole warming of the world the likelihood of that being able to happen again is zero to nunz. But for now Im enjoying the snow, lots of new yorkers hate it especially the yellow snow that comes with it.. but I hope the miserable tards afraid of it don't ruin this dope weather for the rest of us.

The morning has been pretty sweet.. we'll see how the rest of the day goes.
Happy abraham lincoln birthday to the rest of you mufuckaz.. 

go do somethin with yourself now..

Having my house raped my drunks, pigs(cops), and mildly annoying family members(only so because I already saw then a few days ago for Xmas) you would think My start for the New Year was a bit dim... but I see this as a good sign.

Maybe this will help me learn even better tolerance for the New Year something I want to work on .. ^___^

By the way did I mention that I'm a zombie?..i'm sure I did here's some photos after my morning breakfast..
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Needless to say my morning was an exciting one, I must have slammed it over night since my left forearm was covered in my blood but my bed was totally clean busted Mike's(the piercer) professional deduction that I slept on my face(which i didnt). 2hrs later the blood stopped and my stomach was just full of deliciously swallowed blood.

The piercing was done beautifully by haiirobombI just have a way of causing harm to myself all the time.
I feel like I've really started to fall in love with my kitten and mike seems to have grown an appetite for her(hence the crunchy head post) so I have been taken non stop photos of her above all i love when she sleeps in a spiral shape so i had to show it off..


New years coming soon in abuot 20mins and I need to say I dont care much for the hoopla.. I'm kinda bummed about not being able to spend it around my other fam -who i tend to get along with better- and I didnt get to see a family member in the hosp today but I'm excited that when the new year comes it'll mean that new mind state for everyone. Things will be getting different, whether or not you care about the new year society has brainwashed us enough that it still matters somewhere . Personally I know my resolutions and I know they arent just resolutions but goals. I feel no pressure to jot them all down the second before the new year and no pressure to have them in my hands and hold a dollar when it finally strikes twelve. As long as I know I still have another shot at everything this new year I'm fucking golden.
So to a new year right?. cheers and don't let it stress you out too much.

By the way on an absolutely different subject I need to see battle royale, I have searched for this movie for 3yrs after a local video store chick spoke to me about it vaguely and I finally figured out the name and I'm aching ever so painfully to watch it on crunchy roll as soon as possible, Raito from Death note is the main character and I'm just gonna explode if I dont watch this by tomorrow..
well.. I'm off to get a champagne glass and listen to loud people scream and drink.. then I'll be back.. i promise. ^___^

going to hell be back soon.
goodbye and see you in 08? question mark is in case the incredible case occurs that a firecracker blows up in my face and I suffer so much damage I die from injuries and blood loss.

peace.

 I wish i was sleeping right now..it seems healthy sleeping patterns have been hard to achieve lately.. I eyes are pounding and the migraines are becoming normal.. 

the hardest thing to deal with is all the other noises..my kitten jumping around, people in the hallways..the sound of my turtles moving in their aquarium, peoples voices, the tv.. and this fucking bright monitor..

close to throwing the laptop out the window.. i think im gonna shut up and go take a long long burning hot shower and imagine what a sauna is like..

goodnight..will amuse the journal with annoying meme's tomorrow. 
oh yeah merry christmas eve fags..